Haven’t been here in foreverrrrrrrr

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michaellapena:

Amy Winehouse - Valerie

Uncertainty

I’m at this point of my life where nothing seems to make sense. I’m unsure of everything around me, and it’s scary. Uncertainty doesn’t sit easy with me, at all. Everything about my life is changing and it’s changing FAST. I’m not even sure if I can keep up with myself anymore. My priorities don’t really seem intact either. Since I’ve been back home my mind has been focusing on matters that were once insignificant. I’m becoming obsessed with the thought of being in love again when truthfully, I’m not even sure my mind is stable enough to handle the burden that love would bring into my life. I don’t know. I’m just gonna try to slowly recuperate…I have to get my shit together, NOW. 

I’m determined.

I’ll never go down without a fight…without being able to fully say that I’ve exhausted ALL of my options, and even then I’ll still have fight within me.